✪Kanser CS.MONEY 52 Share Posted August 6, 2020 I just wanna be accepted even it is an gmod server I just wanna be accepted please for the love of god accept me to any group I dont want to be lonely and rejected I have suffered long enough from real life suffering from depression anxiety and paranoia+ having multiple issues with my family started getting heavy on me and I can only be happy at this server cant you guys just accept me?? v44su and Borat Koslowski 1 1 Quote Link to comment
Max Livio 59 Share Posted August 6, 2020 Look, I suffer from this stuff too. I know its hard but it'll be okay. Try spending an hour or more on an application, make sure it sounds good, looks good. Look at applications from people who have gotten accepted, look what you can do better. Quote im max Link to comment
✪Kanser CS.MONEY 52 Author Share Posted August 6, 2020 1 hour ago, Bernie Clancy said: I am sorry about your ilnesses but if you arent getting accepted there is clearly a general problem either with your apps or reputation maybe try to improve on those I mean both my rep and apps are good if you check my HOEA or O5 app you will clearly see I put geniuine effort in them but they are both denied but when a person who isnt known to us but gets pending to O5 with 3 days of gameplay there is an problem Quote Link to comment
✪Kanser CS.MONEY 52 Author Share Posted August 6, 2020 (edited) 1 hour ago, [W-G] Toasti said: Look, I suffer from this stuff too. I know its hard but it'll be okay. Try spending an hour or more on an application, make sure it sounds good, looks good. Look at applications from people who have gotten accepted, look what you can do better. you are right but even when I make a decent app the group manager says I just dont want you thats why I created this topic Edited August 6, 2020 by ✪Kanser CS.MONEY Quote Link to comment
Jason Ray 82 Share Posted August 6, 2020 48 minutes ago, ✪Kanser CS.MONEY said: I mean both my rep and apps are good if you check my HOEA or O5 app you will clearly see I put geniuine effort in them but they are both denied but when a person who isnt known to us but gets pending to O5 with 3 days of gameplay there is an problem the O5 council votes on who they let in, if you dont have enough votes youre denied, or atleast i think thats how it goes and the manager has some input as well(he is an o5 himself, duh) Quote Link to comment
Jason Ray 82 Share Posted August 6, 2020 44 minutes ago, ✪Kanser CS.MONEY said: you are right but even when I make a decent app the group manager says I just dont want you thats why I created this topic well talk to them, ask them why in there dms and say why, improving is the best you can do and sometimes you need to subtly notify them of the fact that youre or have improved Quote Link to comment
Nathan Kennedy 432 Share Posted August 6, 2020 Sounds like a you problem Begging won't get you accepted anywhere. Quote Very SERious roleplayer who does very serious roleplay Link to comment
𝓢𝓱𝓪𝓭𝓸𝔀 32 Share Posted August 6, 2020 27 minutes ago, Nathan Kennedy said: Sounds like a you problem Begging won't get you accepted anywhere. I wouldn't be so harsh, I suffer from an anxiety disorder alone and those are things that are just stuck with you and really ain't anyone's fault nor easy to get fixed. I feel kinda bad for him but that's just life Nathan Kennedy 1 Quote Link to comment
Avery Winters 139 Share Posted August 7, 2020 (edited) Speaking as an O5 Council Member, i'm going to outline some harsh truths and words of advice. In my personal opinion, A harsh truth of Applications in general is that they are heavily reputation based. I'm yet to see an app for anything (staff, whitelisting, unban apps) that takes a medicore repped peson into inspiring levels of let this guy in. Or i could be blind. "Sometimes what you see, is not what others see.." Hence you should probably to try to understand what others are perceiving like i am. I've witnessed the stuggles of such ailments plus enviormental factors therefore i'm personally taking the time out to write these words for you. I implore you to not take this as a step down. Instead to take a stand on those two feets of yours cuz that's what will make you better person. Sidetip: Use pages in apps, makes for less a wall of text and much more digestible for reading. [Like here! ;p] Edited August 7, 2020 by DLEtna Grammer mistakes, cuz its 5am ..and can't spell "implore" Borat Koslowski , Norra and Kaneki Fujimoto 3 Quote uwu Link to comment
Atomik 248 Share Posted August 7, 2020 3 minutes ago, DLEtna said: Speaking as an O5 Council Member, i'm going to outline some harsh truths and words of advice. In my personal opinion, A harsh truth of Applications in general is that they are heavily reputation based. I'm yet to see an app for anything (staff, whitelisting, unban apps) that takes a medicore repped peson into inspiring levels of let this guy in. Or i could be blind. "Sometimes what you see, is not what others see.." Hence you should probably to try to understand what others are perceiving like i am. I've witnessed the stuggles of such ailments plus enviormental factors therefore i'm personally taking the time out to write these words for you. I impore you to not take this as a step down. Instead to take a stand on those two feet of yours cuz that's what will make you better person. This is true For the Council, there are 2 real factors for acceptance -Performance as Foundation (Particularly Site Admins) -Reputation This is mostly why the Council votes. Those who are inside the Council know more about a person than Gordon or Rex alone, so we give our opinion. If these factors are not met, they will be denied. Its a relatively simple criteria. You either got denied by the Council for one or both of these reasons. Quote insert all my fucking wls here so i can prove i have worth in life Earlier today I was really horny, and I saw what I thought to be a blank dvd. I thought, DVDs have a tight hole, they might feel pretty good. So I put my soft pp into the hole of the DVD, and for a few seconds as I started getting harder, it felt pretty good, but then, once I was fully erect, it started being painful. My pp was stuck in the dvd, and I had to break it in half to get if out. It was then when I flipped the broken dvd over and realized that it was not a blank dvd, but a copy of the movie UP. Well guys, guess I fucked up. Link to comment
✪Kanser CS.MONEY 52 Author Share Posted August 7, 2020 Everyone thank you so much but let me tell the truth for a second a few days ago I tried to do suicide by hanging after talking everyone who is near me I decided I will take an Vacation from SCP rp for 1 year just fix myself (I hope I can ) but my expectations are low because being a new 10th grader my family started to put so much pressure on me and I think I cant take it anymore Quote Link to comment
✪Kanser CS.MONEY 52 Author Share Posted August 7, 2020 They already started to write me Mathmetics olympics and heavy projects (designing a new ship and a plane for a race) Quote Link to comment
Clint Westbrook 40 Share Posted August 7, 2020 Good luck on that man. You're a nice person from my experiences and I hope you get better Quote Link to comment
Dim0n :| 223 Share Posted August 7, 2020 Gritz, Atomik, Windows XP and 1 other 4 Quote Link to comment
✪Kanser CS.MONEY 52 Author Share Posted August 9, 2020 To anyone who tried to post memes Thank you for trying to make me laugh this is a sign that you care for me Quote Link to comment
Dim0n :| 223 Share Posted August 9, 2020 Nathan Kennedy, Borat Koslowski , popbob and 1 other 4 Quote Link to comment
Alexmazy 6 Share Posted August 10, 2020 I feel your pain pal. I put loads of effort into my first application but then in my second one I'd just copy + paste my first one and use synonyms and slightly re-phrase my answers. It got me accepted into a lot of things, Jesus. I also got denied a lot and I still haven't been unbanned from the SCP discord yet which is a real shame. Unban me from SCP discord Quote Link to comment
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