Definetally NOT a Communist

"But what stops you from doing it again" really bugs me since I think its a question with no right answer. You can ask that to anybody and they'd probably be stumped.I can say to you- But what stops you from just joining the server and killing everyone or breaking the rules? I wanted to answer to this and say nothing stops me except just my will to roleplay and have fun on the server again.

Server you got banned from: SCP-RP Your name in-game: Alex Carson Your SteamID: STEAM_0:1:229528921 Admins' name that banned you: N/A Admin's steamID: N/A Why did you get banned?: Mass RDM. Evidence(Un-necessary): Why do you deserve to be unbanned?: I really let myself go and just got really tired with g-mod instead of just disconnecting I stupidly tought well I'm not coming back might as well have some fun and I killed atleast 4 people before getting banned. I've had alot of time to reflect and improve upon my actions and really wish to come back to this server since I used to be a senior admin and put atleast 1k hours into it. I am well past my days of attention whoring, caring too much about my posistion to the point I start hating other people that get promoted/etc and a whole lot of close minded hypocritic toxicity. Anything else?: It says I got banned today but it must be a bug since i got banned atleast a year ago. EDIT: Yep its a bug. The date of my ban follows my current time heres proof: