ThatOneLithuanian

Also this post will probably get deleted

Well I'm gonna start of by saying yes I'm still alive. And I didn't do anything I just had those thoughts at that moment. Also yeah my mom still uses her sedatives. And I just wanted to vent out again. So my mental situation didn't get any better It got even worse. I tried to talking about my mental health to one of my classmates who ended telling the whole class everything I told him. Which ended up almost getting cps called on my parents, cause one of the classmates ended up telling their parents which obviously they told the principal about all of it. But somehow nothing happened and I don't know why. I think my mom tried to talk my principal out of it cause they were classmates during highschool and she's a pretty good manipulator. But after she came back from work. Instead of talking to me she started screaming at me that I would suffered if I was taking away from her. So after that whole ordeal I began to have trust issues to everyone I talked to about my mental health and my mom decided to get me a psychologist I could talk to. But she didn't helped me at all she just told me to draw stuff and that's it. But one day we were talking about my feelings in one of our sessions I told her about how I was depressed and all of that. So she ended calling my mom telling her that I should def get help. But after that my mom cancelled her sessions and I didn't talk to her ever again. So thanks mom for not getting me any help or even talking about my mental health. So that's it I just wanted to get this of my chest cause I'm feeling pretty depressed at the moment cause I don't have that that many friends. And I haven't talked to anyone expect mom for a month and I haven't gone outside that much.

First of all I accidentally deleted the post, I saw that you can put it back up. So if you want to just put it back up on the forums I personally don't care. So the post was not targeted at you it was targeted at the premium members. You actually seem like a normal human unlike me:( and the premium members. I also want to say that I definitely know that the ban was reasonable but the toxic behavior reasoning for the unban deniel was kinda dumb. Also I've def seen some really young kids get harassed by adults on these forums. I actually do the same thing it relaxes me down with the laying on grass part.(Btw I can only do It in August and July cause It's freezing cold where I live(Eastern Europe btw). The white supremacist part was a joke cause I def don't think I can compare the combine to white supremacists. Also yep I am a child well a teen maybe?. And lastly I would love to read your novel cause I am really bored during this pandemic. And btw no hate directed to you. And here are some memes for putting up with my shit (58) Shitpost status - YouTube (58) Shitpost status - YouTube (58) Shitpost status - YouTube (58) Shitpost status - YouTube (58) Shitpost Status - YouTube (58) Shitpost status - YouTube (58) bespin guard dies - YouTube (58) So, uh, where's the cake? - YouTube (58) Shitpost status - YouTube (58) Unexpected - YouTube

Also yeah I see all the grammar mistakes I made.Its 6am i'm tired

First of all yes I did """""raid"""" the foundation multiple times.But do you call hacking a door a raid? It was just a distraction for the guards to go to the first entrance while we headed to the second entrance.After my friend got captured we decided to get him out by getting the foundations attention again.My second friend would be waiting by the door getting the attention of the guards.While I was heading to the second entrance. But his fat ass got stuck on the train so I didn't know what to do so I ran. Then they called an admin he got permabanned.Cause he's not from an english speaking country and couldn't speak even cause he didn't know what was happening.(dumbass).While I was talking with my friends.About what Should we do.I got called in by an admin. I didn't know what to say so I got angry and said that i hate the staff here and that he should ban me.Then I calm downed and started to write a Message but I think you couldn't see me writing it cause he banned me so fast.Fking faster then the yandere dev.It was a long msg by the wayI I do have anger problems thats why I acted like that.Bc the bullying i suffered in middle scholl.So please if any admin sees this.Please unban me was just angered bc my other friend got banned .And i know that you will talk about that YoU sAiD tHaT yOuR FrIeNdS weren't banned.Well one of them wasn't.And that i'm reading the msg again no he didn't he just straight up banned me

Yeah cause I got permabanned for a dumb reason. Thats why I made a ticket -1

He's just a kid dude

Goddamn reading throw all the forums just makes me laugh so much. Random mod: This you? shows evidence of killing everyone on the server The person who posted the appeal: It was bc of lag sr wont do it again please unban

Well not really I tried to msg the mods on discord before I commented this. Also tried to get a friend unbanned from a permaban bc he got banned for False accusation. Mods didn't do jack. Even showed screenshots btw this happened around 2years ago don't know if I still have the screenshots. Also I got mad when they banned me that's why I commented

Server you got banned from: SCP-RPYour name in-game: Tony LopezYour SteamID: STEAM_0:1:221496589Admins' name that banned you: Doesn't showAdmin's steamID: Don't know his name so I don't know his idWhy did you get banned?:Joked about wanting to get banned (permaban XD) Went to raid the SCP facility with my mates whilst being PD officersWhy do you deserve to be unbanned?: First reason: It was a joke and it shouldn't be a permaban. Second reason: I should've just gotten a warning. And like my friend who isn't banned unlike me. I wanted to tell them why we raided the SCP facility. But right after I was joking about being banned and telling them why I we raided the facility I got banned and I could not finish what I was saying Third reason: Uhmm I was banned so shouldn't my friends been banned to? I was just joking and I got a permabanned and they only got a slap on the wrist(warning). Fourth: I can't play with my mates anymore:( Fifth: Almost died whilst I was writing this an fking fly flew into my mouth and I started to choke on it sixth: I am loyal to the server been playing since 2018 July Anything else?:Admins please unban me I really wanna play with my mates again. Also it's the holiday season don't you have a soul? Improvements to the server: Fix up the D block. Security keeps blocking the door. Focus more on improving the server than making events. It will help in the long run

Sorry dude but mods dont care about permabans i feel you bro